Author Archives: shadowdreams88

unFriend

My tolerance and patience is wearing really thin with her. She’s driving me insane and I can’t stop it. I can’t seem to take a step back and ask the hard questions or tell her how I really feel. She’s … Continue reading

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Anxious

Yesterday I thought I was doing good with my anxiety. But last night I spiraled down into the depths of Hell, riddled with uncontrollable thoughts and scenarios of things that are not going to happen. I can’t stop these thoughts … Continue reading

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Reiki Hands

I feel this weird sensation in my palms after doing Reiki this past Sunday. It’s still with me today. It feels like a tingly sensation that travels up my fingers. It gets like this after I feel an emotion. Maybe … Continue reading

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high anxiety

All I needed was some sort of empathy given back to me when I reached out for the third time. I know that I have to make a decision soon and that time is of the essence. But this is … Continue reading

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It’s been a roller coaster of emotions. One minuet I’m happy and the next I’m depressed. I keep having anxiety of what will occur on our wedding day. It’s not something I’m proud of but I keep thinking about those … Continue reading

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I had this dream at the beginning of the year where I saw my dad at a funeral. We were all in black and white, and it felt like a funeral. I wonder if that dream mean’t that I would … Continue reading

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Daily Prompt: Insist

As I look at my dad, I tell him that I want both him and my mom to walk me down the aisle. He gets tense and tells me he doesn’t think it’s a good idea. “I don’t know if … Continue reading

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