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There’s this small area inside of my mind that remembers how good our friendship was. Free of pain or sorrow. Pure joy. It seemed like we would be friends forever and nothing could take that away. You were my first … Continue reading
I’m engaged. Holy shit I’m engaged. I feel overwhelmed. I feel cornered. I feel like crying. There’s already family drama about this. There’s already a bombardment of questions. There’s just so much going on out there that I am shutting … Continue reading
I have a question. My dad is pretty obsessed with weight. He thinks my mom, who is 5 ft, 2 inches ant about 120 pounds, is overweight. When my mom tries to eat healthy (veggies, lean protein) he reminds her … Continue reading
When there is nothing going on internally, there is nothing to write. This doesn’t mean I didn’t have any arguments. I’m just at peace with them. It’s a good feeling.
I don’t have to reach down into me to understand where I am in life right now. At this very moment. I can feel the fear in my gut. Taste the unworthiness spilling out of my mouth. Hear the echoes … Continue reading
I’m missing something within myself and that’s why I am reaching out. Thinking about decisions and the path I chose long ago. Thinking about why I made that choice and was it worth it for what I feel now. I’m … Continue reading