It’s been a roller coaster of emotions. One minuet I’m happy and the next I’m depressed. I keep having anxiety of what will occur on our wedding day. It’s not something I’m proud of but I keep thinking about those deep and dark spaces between the light within me.
I want to be free of those moments.
A lot of the things I remember are the bad things that happened to me while I was growing up. Maybe I do see the glass half empty most of the time and I only pretend to see things half full.