I had this dream at the beginning of the year where I saw my dad at a funeral. We were all in black and white, and it felt like a funeral.

I wonder if that dream mean’t that I would finally break free from what my father has been saying to me all of these years. I wonder if it means that the way he views me and how I think about him will change. I wonder….


All I know is I resent my dad and everything he stands for. All he does is play mind games with me and he contradicts himself most of the time. He’s not a good father and anything I’ve ever said to him to back him up? He’ll never know and he’ll still continue to blame me for everything regardless.

I have to stop caring what my parents think of me.

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