My head always hurts when I think of her. I still don’t trust their relationship. Which means I don’t trust us having a good relationship either.
Have I truly healed? My guide tells me I have. But inside I find myself wondering if she is right. If I am truly ready to move forward. I’m nervous. It scares me. I get emotional.
I’m not sure if I’m ready. But if I could go back…I wouldn’t change anything. We needed to be apart.