Unwilling

I find when there is nothing going on in my head, I don’t write. I don’t feel the need to write. I don’t want to write.

This is a freeing feeling. When there is nothing to get off your chest. When you can accept how things are and what happened. This is the feeling of being free from every emotion. Free from every cage. From every string.

And I feel it now. When bad thoughts pass through my mind, I decide to let them go. I decide it’s not worth it, and so, I release it.

Such a freeing feeling. Like I’m back at swim practice, underwater with only the sun and its light dancing around me.

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